Im in a terrible situation possibly involving loss of children and a court case. If I wake up panicky or feel BP rising I take propronalol 40 mgs which helps.
However the meetings with social workers Im finding hard to cope and always on verge of collapsing and and if it ever came to court I dont think I could handle it.
Ive got some diaz 10mgs through a friend to try and help but not sure which dose to try when One of these events is coming u/. No point saying advice must come from a doc because his response was to ask if I had the number of the Samaritans and medication was ruled out.. If docs wont help we are forced to do something ourselves.