Hi everyone !

I suffer from panic and GAD since 4 years.
my fears consist of fear of going crazy and I suffer from pretty severe derealization and depersonalization all the time. I became somewhat stable and 5 weeks ago I decided to give medication a shot, since I didn't want to leave the house and the dereaization was still there. I started out very slowly with 5mgs Fluoxetine a day. Since 15 days i reached my dose of 20mg and I feel MUCH worse. The unreal feelings are at its worst and I feel completely out of it, like I'm not myself anymore. Beforehand i was afraid of going crazy, now I feel like I already lost my mind. I know its being said that with most of the SSRIs it can be worse before it gets better, but I feel like I did a huge mistake with starting those pills. Please reassure me that I'm doing the right thing....is this "normal" what I feel with anxiety ?

Thanks in advance
h0rse