These are the sorts of posts/comments I come here to see and share. I appreciate all of you for the support. I'm pretty early days (and apparently still taking punches from the dragon) but I'm so determined to get better. I always feel less good when I read too many of the hopeless posts - though I can understand cos I know how terrifying it is. But I just need to share my appreciation for the positivity. It's really hard to walk the path alone but if people have walked it first and can assure you it's possible, it's more ammo than anything else.