I am soooo disappointed in myself! words cannot describe, I have been doing soooooo well, being able to brush off symptoms, haven been to the doctor in 3 months ! And then....

Sitting in my uni lecture today i started to prod around in my neck (moment of boredom and weakness) and I found even more lumps in my neck :(
Inbetween my collar bones in the dip of my neck i can feel loads of little nodes but 2 slightly larger ones that are really worrying me (tiny bit larger than a pea) :( I dont want to fall back in to th ditch of depression and anxiety not now that ive started uni :( and dont want to go running back to the GP either

Please can anybody feel nodes in this area :( I would really appreciate a reply