For the first time in months my emotional strength is quite low and it's bothered me a lot. From a very naive and self - centred stance I did not want to post this as I didn't want to put doubts in those for whom my recovery has been hopeful. I liked the idea of being the dragon slayer and I quite liked the Trueman Show that I have been living in for the past few months but for the past few days that little F@@@er that I booted down the garden all those months ago is trying to get up.
I'm not going to mention this to my husband but just wanted a little vent. I am fallible and that is something that I must learn because trying to be otherwise is what started my HA in the first place!