So I'm in the turmoil of a huge ovarian cancer fear at the moment (frequent urination is slowly killing me) and I'm looking to book my wedding at the end of March to get married in Feb 2017!
I honestly don't think I'll see 2017 (how depressing I know!) and Im so scared to book as I'm so convinced I won't live to see it. :-(

I think I've hit my lowest point ever with HA. It's gripped me in every way. This Cancer that I'm so convinced is ravaging through my body is consuming my every waking moment. I can't do it anymore... I just can't.