hi guys

im feeling very bad at the moment, worrying that i have something wrong with my tummy, its on and off pain not bad but there, i think im so body aware i would feel the slightest thing, anyway im sitting here googling and my little brother (11) who i have adopted came up behind me and said " leanne why r u always looking a panic stuff and illnesses" and thinking about it im bloody ruining my life, ive got so much good but cant see it most of the time, at the end of the day, so what ive got gallstones, its not the end of the world! but i cant see it i think anything illness is gonna be something so so terrible, feeling like this cant be any worse than actually haveing something wrong, anyway this will probably not make the slightest bit of difference in the morning but im gonna try and stop this obsessiveness, its not doing my kids any good and come 2 think of it my partner has had enough of it aswell. i just want my life back

leanne xxxx


i just wanna feel normal