Hi all,
Well my doctor has decided to give me a CT scan because I have right sided headaches but he is of the opinion it's tension/psychosomatic. I want the scan because wondering what could be wrong is causing bad panic attacks and I am housebound - if I do go out I tolerate being out instead of enjoying it. When I do go out it's mostly to doctors appointments. The GP office has become my "safe" place!
My main complaint is the right sided tension pain and sporadic ear pain. But if I press on the muscle directly above my ear, it shoots pain into my pain, so does that mean it is muscular?
I don't want the scan because although it will reassure me, I know that I will obsess about the radiation dose. It's my first CT scan in my life, I am 28. I also know I will focus on other health issues ie skin cancer from mole checking, chest issues, blood clots, MS like I have fixated on in the past. I'm scared I am seeking reassurance through a harmful avenue that wasn't really necessary.
I don't know what to do. I have the pains but I don't have other tumour red flags. But not knowing what it is is creating so much anxiety that I am hardly functioning. I'm terrified something is in there and about to kill me suddenly. I feel like I need to get the test or I won't stop obsessing about what if. Has anyone been in this boat?
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