Hey Everyone,

I'm a 26 year old Male from Canada. And i have suffered from Anxiety and HA since I was 16 years old.

I've been having some chest pain,abdomen pain that goes through my back since Feb and have lost about 30lbs since January!! I have been overly anxious about my health since Jan.However not sure if the weight lost is caused by HA or maybe cancer!!

I have been convinced I have all these cancers for the past month :Pancreas,stomach,kidney,bladder,heart failure etc..
I actually think I might have all these three at the same time(Liver,Pancreas and small intestine cancer)
I've had echo of my heart, which was normal.Blood tests are normal.And recently did an abdomenial Ultrasound (Still waiting for results,did it yesterday), which the tech told me couldnt see my pancreas as I was bloated lol...guess have to convince my GP for MRI or CAT scan.

However I was reading Pancreas cancer does not show on blood test nor bowel cancer. I'm extremly scared, here in Canada, it takes a while to see a specialist or even get tests done. MRI roughly takes about 6-12 months, my ultrasound took 2 weeks.

I'm scared I have terminal cancer and docs are missing it.I can't sleep, I'm constantly on cancer forum and reading peoples story and their diagnosis (especially the terminal ones that passed away).I spend almost 85% of my time on internet and dr.google. I dont have any panic attacks, and I dont think im anxious, but i know what i am doing is not healthy. and feels like OCD to me. I miss being on Citalopram, was thinking to go back on it . not Sure yet.

Any of you folks lost 30lbs in 2 months due to anxiety or HA? I'm eating about 3000 kCal a day. but went from 190lbs to 160lbs and loosing no matter how much i eat.


thank you