So I had my Drs apt this evening and I'm so glad I went.

So my "cancerous" lymph node is completely reactive!...
My stomach issues "ascities" "enlarged spleen" IBS!...
Back pain again...IBS!...
Reassured again and hopefully for the last time!
Dr asked if for peace of mind would I like a full blood test to test for everything possible and I agreed and went straight after my apt and had them done.
I have a follow up apt on Monday to get results but I'm actually feeling satisfied that they will be clear of anything sinister!
Also been increased on meds 75mg venlafaxine 2x day and quetiapine 50mg morning 200mg at night, hopefully this will be the last increase as I don't really want to be taking any more than that!!

So right now I'm sat in bed with a chamomile tea and a book feeling very happy and blessed and hopefully this has passed...