Hey,

For the last 6 or so weeks ive had an absolutely debilitating fear of having bowel cancer my bms were all over the place felt really weird like comstipated with softer poo, feeling like bigger was going to come out but it never did.

Anyway it's sort of swung round the opposite now they're hard like pellets I havent had a full bm for 3 days now :( I went twice yesterday and 3 times today but I don't have a massive urge to go I just sort of tried to go im just doing tiny little pellets at a time like 3 or 4 a time it's a darker colour aswell which is concerning me :(

Ive drunk plenty of water etc but it doesn't seem like it's helping at all, so now my fear is what if it's growing and giving me an obstruction :( that's all that's going through me atm. Does so many days without going with a bm mean not doing anything at all of just doing little bits.

I don't have a massive urge to go which is scaring me because I used to go once a day after my coffee in the morning and it changed again :(.