So , been struggling with serious anxiety/ feeling run down for around 3 months, every time I'm getting somewhere seem to have a knock back, last night I had a lovely evening with my brother at the football and even managed to drive in the dark which is a massive step forward, 2am this morning woke up with my right ear bright red and felt blocked up , couldn't sleep after that , this morning my glands/neck are slightly swollen, my brother talked me out of going to the doctors as I have had a cold the past week but now the anxiety has got me and I think it's something awful like cancer, I'm done in just feel like crying all the time 😭😭😭