Hi guys, recently posted about my rib ache and of course fearing the word we all dread.
Does anybody else convince themselves that everything tiny ache and pain is the big C? Then I make up these scenarios of what will happen, like I picture me telling my family and how I will go on in the hospital and how I'll cope with chemo etc.
I can't get it out of my head sometimes, I wake in the morning then this feeling of dread comes over me thinking, well, why should I feel cheerful today when I got this cancer to deal with?
I must say I haven't been diagnosed, it's just these stupid thoughts that go through my head.
Anybody else think the same or is it just me?