It's probably more accurate to say that I'm "fairly sure" that this is anxiety (possibly combined with some unrelated ailments - everyone gets sick from time to time). I might even go as far as to say I'm 99% sure - it's that 1% that gets me.
I just keep repeating (to myself) the statistic from the Canadian study (that I can't link to b/c I don't have enough posts): the odds of getting rabies in a situation where you encountered a bat in the house but didn't have direct contact with it are between 1 in 330,000 and 1 in 2.4 million. In the US the health departments are even more conservative and paranoid than in Canada, and they thought my encounter was low risk enough to not recommend the vaccine.
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Thanks for the encouraging words! Today is somewhat better. My heart rate has settled down and the diarrhea has gone away. I still have no appetite (which is a symptom of rabies!) but this is exactly how things have gone any time I've had food poisoning or a stomach bug in the past. I'm hoping to start my SSRI later today but may hold off until Saturday if my stomach is still messed up. One of the big side effects of escitalopram that the pharmacist warned me about is upset stomach and the last thing I need right now is more of that.