Morning,I really feel for you,I’m going through the exact same thing at the moment but was due to having a certain medication now it’s ruined my life once again. I woke this morning not feeling myself at all I really believe me,my personality has gone. I beg for it to come back,I’m also agoraphobic but was doing well before this now I have gone back to not being able to go out alone. My psychiatrist said I suffered epse side effects but the side effects should be gone now. So that means I’m left feeling like this forever and I can’t push myself through it again. I don’t have the energy or motivation I hope Drs goes okay for you.