Sick & tired of feeling shaky & so depressed & anxious. I’m on 20 mg citalopram since 13 th june (first 2 weeks 10mg) the last 3 times i’ve started on it i’m sure i felt better quicker. Just can’t find joy in anything, had my two gorgeous grandchildren at weekend & quite frankly i was just going thru the motions which i don’t want to be like i want to enjoy every moment with them. I feel like i’m just willing the day to be over without me having a melt down. Husband who i work with doesn’t understand which makes me resentful that i’ m going thru this & it doesn’t even register with him, he doesn’t get how debilitating mental illness is. If anyone realised how i felt inside most days they would be shocked that anyone could even function let alone drive the miles i do for work, i must be a very good actress to hide it. Sorry to ramble just needed to vent. Hope everyone can manage to have a good day.