Thanks for responding ladies. As horrible as HA is, it's always some comfort to know that we are not alone.
That's what I love about this forum - people get it and understand what you're going through.


I haven't felt my breast or thought about it as much over the past few days. And that's very good for me. I'm hoping I can continue improving on this over the next few days/weeks and even months. I realise that my way of thinking is so wrong, almost warped at this stage, when it comes to my health. I'm desperate to start CBT but will probably have to wait another few months. I've also had to stop the latest medication I was trying due to the side effects - that's the way I seem to be with most anxiety meds, can't tolerate them. I'm so disappointed over it.


I really feel like I'm just hanging on by a thread at the moment, without meds and therapy. So thanks again for sharing all of your stories with me, it has helped a lot