I really think this has run it's course. I asked a number of weeks ago why you were on an anxiety forum, as in what do you expect to get out of this? We are not doctors, and even at that people have told you that you definitely don't have ALS going on what you have described. People have been incredibly helpful and offered tons of advice all of which was ignored. I too used to visit the ALS site for the exact same reason as you, you are not unique in any of what you are describing, it is 100% classic HA. I realised it wasn't helping though, and never would, and so I quit doing it. Until you are willing to take some steps to help your anxiety I really don't see what anyone here can offer you. You need to see a professional.