Hello
I have been on citalopram around 16 years 20mg. I was down to 10mg for around 2 years. Then stress from work my anxiety started going up until it came to a head and I was signed off sick from work. My anxiety was very high. I am now I am on 30mg . Have been on this dose 5 months. I feel very fuzzy headed. Some derealization. Low depression. Still anxious not so much physical anxiety but anxious thoughts . Have no motivation to do anything or see anyone. I go to work then spend my time in bed avoiding seeing anyone or going out. I'm anxious to feel anxious. I feel relaxed in bed watching tv but anything else spikes my anxiety so I feel stuck. I don't really want to go up to 40mg as I feel this may make me feel more tired and even more unmotivated. I feel like I'm just surviving every day rather then living . My doctor has suggested trying another medication but that just feels me with dread. Like what if the new medication makes me feel worse. I know my anxiety will make me feel very anxious to start a new med so I will be very vigilant for every side effect and constantlt checking how it is making me feel. Just feel so stuck. Anyone else felt like this?