I’m at my parent’s house this weekend and brought a friend up with me (they live by the beach). My friend is really stuffy and it’s triggered me a lot because of the current Covid rise. She took test last night and today and was negative both times so I know I need to chill, but last time I saw my mom I gave her Covid and the time before that we all got the flu. So I’m just not in a great place. I had Covid three month ago and just had some scary blood work about the high level of vascular inflammation I have so I’m catastrophizing that I’ll die if I get it again, especially so soon. We’re only here until Monday and I’d probably have symptoms by tomorrow if she does have it. So I’m trying to just relax and say I have no control at this point. But as we all know, that’s hard.