Quote Originally Posted by Carnation View Post
It might be pointless by try to see it as going through a transition. You are very much awake! You have fight and that's a good sign. The 'moon stuff' is just your chosen example of deep embedded fear. If it wasn't that, it would be something else. Avoidance is your protection as you see it at this present time. Look at as being uncomfortable as opposed to being fearful.
You are strong despite what you think, keep going!

I'm ok, thanks for asking.
Yeah, the avoidance has turned it into the sky in general, so I can’t even look out of windows or anything anymore. It’s completely taken over.

I’ve never been more clear about what I want either, as in how I want my life to look, so that just adds to the frustration when I’m cowering away like this.

Thanks mate, glad you’re doing okay.