Hi guys,
sorry I try not to ask for any help but right now Im really struggling. I know I have no right to feel this way and I should just get on with things cos in the end the only one who can make things for myself is me but...*sigh* I just cant do it. I am mentally exhausted. I know Im letting people down I do feel guilty but I just... arrgh I have no energy. Im so lonely and all I want is to just be cuddled by somone who makes me feel safe (I dont know anyone like that- family are out of the question). Im sorry I know Im being stupid. its all just pointless little things that are getting to me. Sorry I'll shut up now.