Hi Everybody;
I have been suffering Ocd since 1996.Since that time i have had 4 depressions.Obviouly when u have this Ocd thoughts it appears during the depressioan times.Last time i have had 26 of october and this time ..i was on lustral..it worked for a while and then my anxiesty came back again and dr changed my medication to mirtazapine.I have been taking it since last thursday..at the moment i feel really strange my half body is allright like want to do something the other half is like making me stopping to do something..Especially i am afraid of going out by myself whatif i might loose control or harmfull thoughts basicly..Its really hard for me..I know i have to face my fears..but this thoughts on and on and on..I am living with my hubby at the moment sometimes my thought comes to him as well even more painfull..when i sort this anxiesty ..i will have a cbt ..i know its so new for the medication and i really put myself in the prison at home.
Mt character is totally different thenthis i am so cheerfull and energic woman..get on with most of the people..brain making me tricks i know that..
Any idea how can i overcome this thoughts and go outside be myself?

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