I just feel like giving in... I just want some peace in my mind. I have been trying soooo hard over the last few weeks with positive thinking and all that but I am just tired. I have to go to a panto 2moro night with my sons and I want to just have some fun and spend some time with them but all I can think of is ... I am going to panic... There will be to many people. I have to get a outside sit and be near the door. I just do'nt think I can cope much longer feeling like this....................................