Hi,
I am feeling really upset at the moment, i swear people think i am just lazy and dont want to do anything.
They dont seem to realise there is a reason why i cant go out on my own without my husband or why i cant work.
My mum is due to go in hospital for a operation next week but to enable it to be done quicker it means going somewhere that is miles away. my dad is taking her but she wants me to go to keep him company on the way back, hubby wont be about and i really dont think i can travel all that way.She has made me feel really bad now by saying i dont care and shes not going.
I feel people just think i dont want to do things but i do, i just cant.
Sorry just had to get it off my chest. Why do i feel so guilty if i had a physical problem people would understand, but because you cant see mental illness people dont think it exists, the only ones that understand are people that have been through it.
I am so fed up with the get over it, pull yourself together attitude,
If only i could, do they think i choose to be like this.

Helen