Afternoon all,I posted this morning about my predicament with going abroad and how I make it into such an ordeal that it stops me from going away.

Anyway we have booked the holiday anyway,I cant go on through my life feeling racked with guilt about holding my partner back,we are BOTH entitled to a life.He has been so supportive over the years with my panicking ect..the least I can do is make sure we both have a good quality of life.I just have to deal with my issues head on and muddle through them.

Paphos here we come (silent yay)

Vicky