I don't know if any of you remember me, I used to spend a lot of time on nmp.
My name is Ellen70.

My Mom died last Sunday at 4pm. The grief, the pain, the longing for my Mom, it is all overwhelming me, I can't cope. I am terrified in this world without her.
I want her back, I want her back so badly. No words can describe how much I miss her. I love her so much - where is my mother? I need my mother. Mom, please come back.
Take me to where you are Mom, please don't leave me alone, I can't stay in this world without you Momma.
I am a tiny child in a 37 year old woman's body. Come back to me Mom, please..... I want to kiss you and hold you and tell you how much I love you, I need to feel the warmth of your body, I need to wrap you in my arms and hold you to me forever. I am heartbroken Mom. Come back to me, I beg you, come back.
Your little girl needs you Mom, she really needs you.

I love you with every inch of my being Mom, don't leave me without you in this terrifying world. Help me, Mom, help me.
I love you so much Mom.
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