im going to a fireworks show tonight, but its also where there is a carnival. to see the fireworks you have to walk through the crowds of people and up and down a couple hills. its pretty far from where people are to park and ive always been anxious and nervous and a bit fidgety around people, especially crowds of people, since ive started getting panic attacks. i have gone to the carnival/fireworks before when my anxiety was kind of at its worst and was able to make it through it but even though ive done it before im still nervous about going. i keep trying to tell myself ('ive done it before and gotten through it, may have gotten a little fidgety a few times and overcame it, but i still got through it') but im still a bit nervous. anyone have any ideas of how to stop thinking about it and getting nervous?

its about 5:30pm right now and we're probably going to leave around 7:30-8:00pm.

Jenn