I have had anxiety attacks for about 2 years but just really
*accepted* that diagnosis about 6 months ago. My symptoms are so
physical that I just knew it was my heart. But after 5 or 6 trips to
the ER and no other diagnosis Ive had to admit that I have this
problem. I hate it.I have felt such guilt and shame. I am a Christian
so arent we supposed to have faith and not fear?

I am determined to not take drugs and only resort to Xanax about once
every couple months when I have a big attack. I want God to heal me. I
have prayed and beleive He can. I dont understand why this has
happened to me. I tried to go to a Christian counselor about this but
felt such guilt for that. I am just sure that God is my only Counselor
and He is the Great Physician.

I am not depressed although this situation is starting to get me that
way. One time I had shortness of breath for 3 days I went to the ER on
the 1st day and was sent home....But still couldnt breath. I even woke
up in the middle of the night choking and trying to catch my breath.

Has anyone else ever experienced this? Has anyone else ever taken a
long time to be diagnosed properly because most of their symptoms were
physical?

Does anyone know what is the *Personality type* that usually suffers
from anxiety/panic attacks? Is there a common thread among all of us?
How exactly does Zoloft work?

Sorry for the multitude of questions..I need Help!!!


Ardyce

Please for give if this is a double post! I am trying to figure out this forum!