my eating disorder is getting worse since i came home from hospital last week, i bareyl eat anything and when i do i make myself sick i don't think i drink enough either, i just feel i have to be clean inside i know its getting out of hand but just can't stop it in last week ive lost half a stone im now 6 1/2stones last week was 7stones, i see gp tomo but scared to admit it to them that its out of hand incase i get told off
when kept n hospital overnight for other reasons last week i did eat as i didn't want the nurse or anyone to say anything and when one persuaded me to eat some ice cream and fruit i felt i had to but i did it now home im a mess again