As the title says I'm not much of a huggy touchy person but I could do with some well wishes and positive thoughts right now!

I've had mild depression in the past but usually I'm an upbeat person! Right now I'm just a mess!!!!

All I want to do is sleep. My life seems like a neverending struggle from the time I drag myself out of bed until I finally drop from exhaustion at nite and I'm not even getting anything accomplished!
My insomnia is awful and I've gotten 3 hours of sleep tonite which means I'll be useless today!!!

I've got an infection started in my eye and so many aches and pains that I feel like my body is falling apart!! Oh and at 40 I've started breaking out in pimples!!!!
WTH!!!!

So now here I am premenopausal and having acne!

It's hard to look at the positives in life when it just seems like everyday living in general is a struggle!!!!
As someone who loves life it almost feels like the whole world is out to get me!
LOL

I'm not usually a whiner but today I just feel tired and sore and useless!
*SIGH*

xxx
Sandy