in need of some extra cash and went for interview on sat was showed round the hotel (its for housekeeping position) got to top floor and all of a sudden i had a really horrible dizzy moment (nothing i havent had before :()
anyway was offered the job and i can start this saturday! its working every saturday and sunday 8am-2pm. im just not sure i can do it as this anxiety is ruining my life :( suffered on and off (mainly on) since i was 17 im now 26. i have 4 kids age 7 4 2 and 4 months and will miss them dealry too. am just thinking 'omg what if i have a massive anxiety attack that turns to panic and i just want to run away' grrrr im so frustrated i dont know what to do :(