Hi everyone

Am hoping someone on here can understand what i am going through.i suffered from pa 5yrs ago was like a zombie for about 6months,mum had to stay with me for 6 weeks solid as hated being left on my own in case i stopped breathing.
I managed to turn my life around met and married the most wonderful guy,then 4 weeks ago i started with pa again they have come from nowhere,i am on cipralex 10mg which i take at tea time,the thing that i hate is when my husband is due to leave for work i clam up and start to panic even tho i know hes coming back later that day its just the thought of being on my own,i know deep down its stupid but i just cant get the idea out of my mind.......is anyone else this way ?