hi everyone , im feeling really down, i had to take my boy football practice tonight, i made it there then froze basicaly, i usualy get a lift straight home but my lift didnt turn up so i had to stay just stairing at the other side of the park , i felt sick and dizzy , i just wanted to be home , the thing is my other half and i are going through to the hospital tomoz morning to find out the sex of are boy wannabe ( we are having a baby), she is so looking forward to it and im scared im going to spoil it cause im so spaced out , i cant seem to smile any more , what has happend to me!!