got baby sitters going to take first trazodone tonight so frightened just trying to relax! going to take 50 mg but dont know if i will chicken out and take 25mg any good stories and experiences please message me hoping i will be able to write tomorrow with no side effects only had 4 mg of diazepam today so hoping wont increase the tiredness the thought of having no control over myself is what is scaring me like being awake but not being able to rouse myself!