I feel my HA is getting the better of me, I have things that are worrying me. And a great deal of stress at home and family issues. It's all getting to much. There's no were I can relax no more. And even when I can my mind gets the better of me and fills it with all kinds of worry. part of me doesnt care anymore if I have a serious illness what will be will be. another part of me just wants to escape from it all for about a month. I really don't know what to do. on a big downer