Hi Everyone,

Well at present i'm feeling shaky and on edge and my breathing is getting shorter and harder.

For the past month i have been struggling in a relationship. To cut a long stroy short, the relationship has ended and i have been played along and i have just found out that the person i am with is seeing someone else.

They have told me they still want to be friends with me and have been hugging me and trying to comfort me. I have been crying so hard that i feel sick and not wanting to eat much.

My ex is at this new persons house tonight and i have been in touch but she told me she wasnt staying over and she is. I cant let go of her though because i cant be alone, like now, i am struggling very badly.

I guess im thinking that she will come back and be with me, but she blames me for pushing her away. She tells me she loves me and i am her world. How can she hurt me so much?

This isnt good for my anxiety/panic.. i cant sleep and i am worried.