Well after my first week on citalopram i feel alot less anxious so today i did something i thought i couldnt do anymore i actually played the last half an hour of a football match which would of been unthinkable last week because the last time i played was 6 months ago and i had chest pains which i thought was a heart attack but which ended up being a panic attack and since then ive been terrified of having chest pains if i played again so didnt bother which totally destroyed me because ive played football all my life so just watching my mates play killed me and i ended up with bad depression but today i felt good and decided that it was time to give it a go even though im in agony now with aching legs it was worth it no chest pain feeling good and looking forward to maybe an hour next week

g e j Atkinson