Hi if anyone is reading this!!

I am considering biting the bullet and going back onto citalopram.

I am still having a blip with no signs of breaking free. The occasional moments of relief always seem to be spoiled by my chatterbox, and I am experiencing nausea and heartburn as well, so when I do start feeling more positive, the sick feeling in my stomach sparks the anxiety off again. I also feel a bit "hungover" which is probably because I've started sleeping in a bit while listening to hypnotherapy mp3s - this always seems to zonk me.

This blip shows me that even though I felt ready to come off the cit, a combination of things happening in my life at the minute means I'm possibly not strong enough to cope on my own. There's probably no way to know whether things would be different if I'd tapered my dose instead of simply dropping it altogether.

My counselling should start hopefully within 2 weeks. If I'm feeling no better by then I will look at going back on to the citalopram.