I've lived alone away from family for 8 years now and it is getting very bad. Loneliness leads to depression which leads to anxiety. Phoned my brother who cares about me and gives me more support than the rest of my family put together. He knows my problems and how bad i feel, yet even he will not go out of his way to help me, he did manage to call me "lazy" because of my agoraphobia and tell me to "get over it" tho. I have been off work for 3 years, the worst 3 years of my life and have no car, so i was hoping as part of my new strategy of ignoring my agoraphobia and get out this weekend (better depressed out than in). He was not interested in picking me up, it would take him an hour tho. I don't understand why my family cares so little, talking to my sister on Christmas day, she asks what's wrong, so i start to tell her, but before i finish the first sentence she started to look disinterested, i mean Jesus i see her about twice a year. Because of my deppression and anxiety i haven't had a relationship for years and my only friends are from online gaming. I am determined to get out and get a life this year, but it looks like i'll get no help from family.
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