Hello,

I am new to this and would like to join in as i really need some support and help. I am suffering from anxiety, predominantly an obsessive fear of bowl cancer and death. I am obsesssed with finding blood in my poo (yuch, sorry) I have recently been diagnosed with piles by 2 doctors but i still am convinced i am dying of cancer. I am at the stage where i am scared to go to the loo and even disect the contents of the toilet bowl.
This makes me so so sad. I am in the middle of a horrible divorce following marraige to a bully. I have 2 beautiful young daughters who i am terrified of leaving.
I hope this doesn't sound too crazy, but I have had a terrible christmas fuelled by my fears and anxieties. I am so scared this is taking over my life. It is all i think about.

Sars