OK its suddenly hiting me hard again, all the symptoms i get i think im dying with, my mouth ulcer is mouth cancer, my tensed eyes is a brain tumour and that causes my lightheadedness, my nauseusness is stomach cancer, heartburn is something wrong with my heart.
i cant go on living lie this. when i wake up in the morning in just wanna sleep again because i feel so terrible and know i shouldnt feel this way.
i mean answer me this question.
How is it right to wake up everday feeling lighteheaded out of breathe and weak like you cant carry on and this not be diagnosed as something because surely its not fair to be living this way.
my doc did blod tests and said i was fine everything was great but NO i said because THERE HAS to be something wrong with me, whenever i come to you with the flu or stomach aches u give me antibiotics WHY NOT this time.
My family are always asking me to go out for the night with them to chill and forget everything but i just think to myself ITS EASY FOR YOU TO SAY CAUSE YOU DONT FEEL LIKE S**T but i really wanna go out and enjoy myself and get the thoughts out my head that im not gonna soon die.
Even when i dont feel anxiuos and im out and have a few drinks down me i still feel a bit lightheaded but not as much i do feel more confident after a drink, so why if im not thinking about it do i still experience symptoms? i just want someone ANYONE to reply to me and say KATY IM THE SAME AS YOU, U ARE NOT ALONE
im crying righ now and feel so scared please help me.
Do you think my family doc of 11 years is right and one day my natural self will comeback but it takes time?
sorry to go on but someone please reply
thanks guys xx