At the risk of getting thrown off the forum for too many threads I have to start another one.
HA and panic and depression are still really bad today but also I feel so physically unwell. I feel as weak as a kitten, have no appetite and feel nauseous. I want to cry but dont even have the energy for that. Am guessing these are side effects of the depression more than anything else but Ive suffered with it for so many years and have never felt this physically ill.
Im not saying Im going to (too much of a coward) but for the first time ever I can see why people get to a point where they just cant go on, cant see a way forward.
I so want to feel better as does everyone else on here but at the moment I cant see that happening any time soon. For the first time in my life I think I can say that I am truly desperate.