Re: Long depressing thread but I really need serious help!
Hi, I'm truly sorry to read that you are feeling so very low.
First thing, is there anybody around you can talk to at all? Even if it's just to ask then round for coffee to gently shake things up a bit?
Secondly, am I right in guessing that you haven't tried many other meds? There are so many around and lots of people here have tried several before finding the one which is best for them. I think it would be a great idea to talk to the doctor and explain just how low you are - you have nothing to lose really do you...
Thirdly, you seem to have closed your life down until you are living in a tiny box which can only be opened by your husband. This is making me wonder if you also have depression? I really think a great place to start would be seeing the doctor... It's something you could do to sort of try and help your husband, if you think about it. To take the pressure off him a bit. And maybe enable you to go and start earning eventually. That's not a priority now though, except that it impacts on your self worth. You need to talk to somebody who can help you with your self esteem and assess whether you might be a bit depressed.
Thank you for reaching out - I hope others will chip in too soon!
Gill x
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