Never know how to explain my feelings really but I need to try.
I've struggled along for decades with anxiety which has turned into depression. I can get out and about and even have taken on a part time job within the last couple of months.
Within my field many people seem to rate what I do but I think I'm useless. Had to meet with someone yesterday which I thought didn't go that well. It's knocked my confidence again. I wake up every day and cry fretting over my performance at my job and thinking negatively about what's in store for another day.
I can never stop worrying, my mind just churns things around and around. I'm worn out mentally and physically and feel I will never break free of all this. I get angry then guilty for feeling angry!
I feel stressed all the time. Just want some peace!