Another job interview, another no

[Jenwales]

I've been stuck in the same job for years. I had an interview yesterday and I was so anxious that I spoke very quickly and probably didn't say enough compared to everyone else.
I really wanted the job.
I feel like my anxiety is holding me back but I don't know what to do. I just feel like constantly crying that I am still stuck in this job I don't like. I feel anxious every day that I have to go to it-today!
I have to be happy and positve in work as I work in a shop but it is so exhausting.
I feel stuck and miserable and nobody in my life can help.
I just don't know what to do but I'm constantly dreading my job especially over xmas, i feel hopeless.

[wabbit1]

Did you get any feedback about the interview? What kind of job were you going for?

I know it's hard but hang in there.

[Jenwales]

This was a learning support assistant job, I'm getting feedback next week. That is the only school I want to work in because they are really close to me and the others are hard to get to as I don't drive
I just wish I didn't have these feelings of dread about my job and the feeling of having no options at all