Originally Posted by
viking111
Hello!
I've got one similar issue that's really connected with OCD.
So I was thinking "what if I am gay?"
My mind disproves that thought by thinking rationally.
But then my mind comes back and says "what if you like transsexual girls with men's parts?" and a wave of emotions like being turned on and enjoying it comes with it.
This thought really freaks me out, what if I secretly like that or smth?
I really hate these thoughts and don't want them, but they seem to turn me on.