Hi Emily,
Many thanks - I am finding the articles and forums very useful so far and only joined yesterday. Reinforcing the fact that it is not just me that has these irrational fears and worries.
Yes, a big emmerdale fan and coronation street too - my two fave soaps. Eastenders is just doom and gloom and I have enough of that in my own head
Tomorrow is a tour around the set and I think there are sometimes chances of meeting some of the cast. I've been so excited for weeks and weeks and I am going with my mum and sister. I mentioned it to my mum yesterday who said I had to go as it would hel me feel better, which had just piled additional pressure on.
We started watching Star Wars (a new hope) last night and finished off this morning.
I'm looking forward to Halloween now and then, dare I say it, Christmas!
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