You are simply making things up as you go along. You tell us what you think we want to hear, fake doctors appointments, pretend referrals to CBT etc, all so you can be left alone in order to keep up this absurd quest to diagnose yourself with some terminal illness.

As harsh as I can be, I trusted you were genuinely someone who was being warped by anxiety. At this point, I'm finding you rather devious. I will stop short on calling you a troll, but I certainly feel that you're yanking everyone's chain harder with each thread you post.