Wow, I just need a hug right now
I feel totally over my head at the moment.
I'm in school right now and it's so stressful. I have group projects and I hate group projects and I have to find people to join with which stresses me out too.
I graduate this December and I still don't have a job lined up.
I have a million personal projects in knee deep in.
My HA is off and on but when it's on its nasty
I've had crying spells every couple of weeks
My mom told me that I make her feel inadequate when I say certain things....which I don't mean to. Last night she told me that if I believed these things I must really be sick, which hurt and also maybe she's right.
Now I'm terrified yet again of the meds I'm taking.
I need to find a new therapist.
I feel exhausted and unfixable and totally alone.
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On the road of experience, join in the living day. If there's an answer it's just that it's just that way.
When you're looking for space and to find out who you are...When you're looking to try and reach the stars.
It's a sweet, sweet, sweet dream; sometimes I'm almost there
Sometimes I fly like an eagle, sometimes I'm deep in despair.